Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Damn ass. | Go to post ➜
"Alicia go on your piano ! hey ! don't waste time arh."
"ok"
"Hey ! Go now !"
"OK !"
It's already 8.35pm. And i don't feel like practicing. Even if I practice, it wouldn't be fulfilling because I'll have to stop at 9pm.
Fking shit, you're the reason why I started to play the piano and you're the reason why i hate playing it now.
Over and over again, I reminded myself not to breakdown because of this matter.
But somehow I can't handle it properly. I guess I'm really that weak, over such a small matter.
'Enjoy doing what you're doing. And naturally things will flow smoothly.' But I just can't do it. Other people play it with joy. Whereas I played it with somewhat a hatred. And that hatred is all because of you.
I don't know what made me weak. Maybe you're the head of the house, or maybe you're simply my father.
I always wonder when we (bro and I) were young, if you didn't force us to practice the piano, will the outcome be different? Will bro still be playing the piano?
It must be your fking personality. That's why your relationship with bro is on rocks. Sometimes, it makes me dislike you too. Damn ass.
9:05:00 PM
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Damn ass. | Go to post ➜
"Alicia go on your piano ! hey ! don't waste time arh."
"ok"
"Hey ! Go now !"
"OK !"
It's already 8.35pm. And i don't feel like practicing. Even if I practice, it wouldn't be fulfilling because I'll have to stop at 9pm.
Fking shit, you're the reason why I started to play the piano and you're the reason why i hate playing it now.
Over and over again, I reminded myself not to breakdown because of this matter.
But somehow I can't handle it properly. I guess I'm really that weak, over such a small matter.
'Enjoy doing what you're doing. And naturally things will flow smoothly.' But I just can't do it. Other people play it with joy. Whereas I played it with somewhat a hatred. And that hatred is all because of you.
I don't know what made me weak. Maybe you're the head of the house, or maybe you're simply my father.
I always wonder when we (bro and I) were young, if you didn't force us to practice the piano, will the outcome be different? Will bro still be playing the piano?
It must be your fking personality. That's why your relationship with bro is on rocks. Sometimes, it makes me dislike you too. Damn ass.
"ok"
"Hey ! Go now !"
"OK !"
It's already 8.35pm. And i don't feel like practicing. Even if I practice, it wouldn't be fulfilling because I'll have to stop at 9pm.
Fking shit, you're the reason why I started to play the piano and you're the reason why i hate playing it now.
Over and over again, I reminded myself not to breakdown because of this matter.
But somehow I can't handle it properly. I guess I'm really that weak, over such a small matter.
'Enjoy doing what you're doing. And naturally things will flow smoothly.' But I just can't do it. Other people play it with joy. Whereas I played it with somewhat a hatred. And that hatred is all because of you.
I don't know what made me weak. Maybe you're the head of the house, or maybe you're simply my father.
I always wonder when we (bro and I) were young, if you didn't force us to practice the piano, will the outcome be different? Will bro still be playing the piano?
It must be your fking personality. That's why your relationship with bro is on rocks. Sometimes, it makes me dislike you too. Damn ass.
9:05:00 PM
I don't think you've heard ★
My name is Alicia Wan.
I love to watch dramas, movies, read books and cook if I have the time.
I listen ♪ to English, Chinese, Cantonese, French, Korean, Japanese, Italian & Instrumental songs. After all, music is universal regardless of its language (>.-)
I love travelling . *grins* :) Been to Australia, Brussels, China, France, Germany, Greece, Hong Kong, Indonesia, Italy, Malaysia, Netherlands, New Zealand, Philippines, South Africa, South Korea, Switzerland, Taiwan, Thailand, Turkey, United States, Vietnam.
I don't think you've heard ★
My name is Alicia Wan.
I love to watch dramas, movies, read books and cook if I have the time.I listen ♪ to English, Chinese, Cantonese, French, Korean, Japanese, Italian & Instrumental songs. After all, music is universal regardless of its language (>.-)
I love travelling . *grins* :) Been to Australia, Brussels, China, France, Germany, Greece, Hong Kong, Indonesia, Italy, Malaysia, Netherlands, New Zealand, Philippines, South Africa, South Korea, Switzerland, Taiwan, Thailand, Turkey, United States, Vietnam.